just one taste & you'll want more

2006-05-03T07:52:00.000-07:00

eh i don't know what to update la.
maybe the world would like to know that i've been a happy happy girl these few months (:
too many things happened, can't blog about them all la.
anyway, memories are meant for you to remember in your heart, mind and soul,
and i don't believe in writing down the events which happened in a blog.
well some prefer to do so, idk why.
maybe because they want to remember what happened to their lives very clearly ?
who cares ?
you live your life, i live mine.
you happy, i happy too ! (:
haha don't expect any updates from me unless it's super significant arh.

i love my toufu friends ;)

2006-03-18T02:37:00.000-08:00

jan20. my last update.
haha so many people have been nagging me to update.
some of them even memorized what i wrote for my last post !
-pats them on the back- (:
k la, idk why i don't update either.
i guess i'm either too lazy, can't be bothered, or i DON'T HAVE THE TIME !
yes i'm a busy busy girl in this cruel cruel world.
but at least i'm living my life to the fullest, unlike some who just go around shopping malls and waste their life & time away.
pity pity. (:

many many things happened to my life.
too many to mention in 1 post.
ccprelims, OAC !
this yr is the yr where i think i cried the most.
my life's most ups & downs (:(
but after everything i've learnt to be a stronger person.
i shan't get so emotional over little things.
because if i show my feelings, people might get affected.
so i shall look and be strong.
sometimes life's much better if we just laugh it away.
so much wonderful sweet memories in just 3 months.
afterall a moment lasts all of a second, but the memory lives on forever ((:

leaders 06 are super nice :D
my ORIENTEERING DEPT 06 leaders rock.

i can't possibly thank all those who have been there for me in one way or another.
because i'd take forever to do so.
giving me mental & physical support everytime i feel like crumbling.
at least i know i have a reason to continue on living.
though sometimes i feel that i'm never being taken seriously.
people just think of my thoughts, my feelings and myself as a joke.
whatever i do, they won't listen, because in their heads,
it's always 'oh, yanyi is being spastic again.'
but actually, i really have something to say.
maybe they will never know i feel this way.

today could have been ccfinals.
guess there's no need for me to stay back for cc trainings anymore.
:(
success is not final, failure is not fatal
but it is the courage to continue that counts.
crazy will always be in my heart (:

oh btw, it's ma'amjieying's bday today !
-sings bday song- (:

; only as high as i reach can i grow, only as far as i seek can i go, only as deep as i look can i see, only as much as i dream can i be ! (:

2006-01-20T07:38:00.000-08:00

THIS BLOG IS ACTUALLY VERY PERSONAL DE.
ONLY MY SQUADMATES KNOW.
BUT NOW NATALIEWEE!, WEITING AND BIRU KNOW LE.
I DON'T WANT TOO MANY PEOPLE TO KNOW ABOUT MY LIFE LA.
I KNOW IT'S VERY INTERESTING BUT STILL. (x
WELL, EVEN IF YOU CARE ABOUT WHAT EVENTS ARE HAPPENING IN MY LIFE.
A LOT LA.
CAMPCRAFT TRAININGS, CC PRELIMS!, BELAY SCHOOLS/ OAC, ORIENTEERING STUFF, STUDIES & HOMEWORK.
GOSH. CANNOT BREATHE.
-takes deep breath-
25/7 pls ?
I NEED MORE TIME LA :(
I ALSO NEED MORE SLEEP.
I WANT MY FUN AND LAUGHTER BACK.
stop dreaming yanyi.

i love my class 3S !
so damn spastic and fun (:
I HAVE SO MANY NICKNAMES NOW !
all thanks to aliciatay or rather, LILY (x
i am called BARBRA WO YUAN YI.
hohos ! ((x
weiting is lulu.
wanning is betty.
alicia is lily.
i am barbra.
wahaha ! :D
and biru is biwu -says biwu super fast-
i hope CONNIE will stop calling me ~~barbrasunxiezhi~~ also haha.
3S rocks your butt can.

my life is actually quite wonderful (:
haha so contradicting from my first paragraph.
but yup at least my life is worth living on.
CRAZY TEAM ROCKS. (((:
filzah fish fillet, lauren lo mai kai, yanyi yam cake.
together we are FLY.
we're so damn cool la.

2005-12-21T23:06:00.000-08:00

{post 5 weird or random stuff about yourself}
tagged by caili

1. i LOVE chilli. all kinds of chilli are ok with me. yep i can go to macs and eat a mediumsized fries with 8 packets of garlic chilli. most extreme case 10 packets haha.

2. whatever food i eat, be it spicy/ non-spicy/ bitter, i will perspire like crazy. ask people like caili or sharron and they'll know. my whole nose will sweat like nobody's business haha. oh and i eat food super duper slowly. imo food must be savoured slowly so that it'll be tastier (:

3. i have so many freckles on my face :( but i have no pimples haha ! (:

4. my ears are DAMN small k. 5cm only. maybe that's why my sense of hearing is so bad haha.

5. i have rough hands since young. no i didn't get rough hands thanks to campcraft trainings haha. i don't know why but i don't even do housework too hoho ! but i just have super rough hands la.

2005-12-16T06:11:00.000-08:00

caili wants me to update.
good idea, i think this blog has started to rot and decay.

i'm sorry i'm such a disappointment.
that's why i say never pin your hopes too high on me.
they might just be dashed in the end.
and i don't want you to waste your time either.
i'm trying veryvery hard alrdy.
it's too sad if you can't see it.

bla i hate depressing posts.
cctraining tomorrow !
hopefully i'll be doing flag with laur & cowbabe (filzah) !
i can cooperate well with them haha.
and laur ah, i shall scream/ cheer you on more often.
until we both turn deaf k ?
hope i don't get distracted tml.
concentrate yanyi ! -slaps face-

i like to complain to caili.
she likes to complain to me also haha.
we are the bitching partners o yea.
i realise i get bored super easily.
i need someone to entertain me 24/7 !
haha kidding la.
i shall hire my own clown.
wait clowns are freaky.
maybe i'll just go do my hw.
stupidfreakingidiotic hmt.
I CAN'T DO HMT FOR NUTS.
you can give me nuts but i still can't manage it.
or maybe i should just go & listen to music ! ((:
then i can get high and entertain myself hoho.

{life is a dance, from one stage to the next}

2005-11-16T00:21:00.000-08:00

had cc session yesterday.
i did horrible eergh.
i was so slow :(
maybe i'm just born slow :(
can't wait for the maams to announce the results of the cc team.
i want to get in, but i'm afraid i'll be super busy.
especially with the trainings and my psl duties.
AND not forgetting the homework the teachers are going to pile us.

ATC day1
WHY did i bring a sling bag to camp huhhuh ?
we took the boat to pulau ubin, and i thought we reached already.
however, i found out we still had a LONG WAY to go before we reach the campsite.
how nice =/
so i had to carry that incredibly bag through the 15mins journey which felt like forever.
i could swear i broke my back. oh yes i broke my bag as well.
and yes we have reached our destination !
but the worse has yet to come.
the sec2's campsite was at bahru. but we had to go to noordin for opening ceremony thing.
so we lugged our bags all the way there, over slopes, and then after that we came back again.
-wipes sweat
then the instructors asked us to pitch our tents.
GOODNESS i nearly fainted. along with samantha.
the sun was sweltering hot ! no kidding.
and then tent10 lacked manpower. cause fateha went somewhere & rebecca hurt herself.
so sam, cathryn and me had to pitch a tent all by ourselves.
super exhausting !

the guys in my grp are SUPER IDIOTIC.
only some were somewhat sensible. ew ok.
so the girls did practically everything k.
the guys ? they just slacked their butts off.
then the guys keep going missing mysteriously.
worse thing is, they NEVER ever tell us where they go.
as a result, grp8 got scoldings from maamsuzhen.
-clenches fist
me and sam concluded that guys are annoyingly hopeless creatures.

we did ATF after lunch.
SUPER SUPER FUN (:
there was this maze thingy, and i had to lead the group.
i was terrified at first, but i knew i had to do it.
and yes we succeeded ! (:
the boys got stuck inside there, and they decided to give up. HAHA :P
after that was the gun thingy which was also ohso fun !
finally i managed to climb a proper rockwall (:
i felt as if i was going to fall off the rockwall any moment.
because yes I AM AFRAID OF HEIGHTS thankyouverymuch.
but i persevered on. no giving up !
and woo i reached the top (:

day2
got pumped early in the morning. bleh.
breakfast, icebreakers then pioneering.
pioneering was super spas !
dinesh(sp ?) was super retarded la.
he invented this 'funny pole', and it tickled everyone (x

after pioneering was KAYAKING !
yes i was so freaking excited !
benjamin sir, weihao sir, chuanqin sir and maam shiyun took us.
and i paired up with fateha -whistles (:
kayaking is SUPER funx infinity.
although i got reallyreally sunburnt, but it was worth it (:
the instructors were so spas !
they asked a few of us to stand up and cheer 'father abraham'
HAHA enjoyable experience ((:
after we returned to shore, we had to go back to the sea again.
then some stupid stick cut me ! dksfjasdflkj.
i didn't even know i was bleeding because i was in the water !
then when we returned the wound was stinging. and it was bleeding profusely.
so sir benjamin took me to the medics
stupid la i couldn't even run properly after that.
the worse thing that happened wasn't that i cut myself.
BUT I LOST MY RED SPECS IN THE SEA !!
why did i put it in my pocket ='(
but nvm, i have new specs now (:

after dinner was campfire !
i was half blind so i didn't really had the spirit to cheer :(
i think more than half the campers there didn't have the spirit to cheer haha.
my grp had to do sentry for the night.
8a was early thank God.
but 8b, the guys were shockingly late.
-sigh.

day3
area cleaning, then HOME SWEET HOME (:
learnt 2 new cheers
the 2nd storey window cheer and the titanic cheer.
sadistic cheers hahaha -grins cheekily
SO YES WE CAN THROW ATC OUT OF THE 2ND STOREY WINDOW FOR NOW ((:

sigh. i still have so much stuff to do !
LOTS of homework plus upcoming camps.
no i'm not excited kthnx.
i better finish my science by today.
and i still haven't bought my sec3 books !
busybusy girl :(
i'll just concentrate on my studies & cca for now (: